Lamb

During this time period I answered the call to be a Catechist also known as CCD teacher. Plus I was also answering another call an interior call to "Come". I started to discern whether or not I am being called to the Religious Community. Sometime after my illness in 2002, I began to die to the world. Television did not interest me, material possessions were no longer important. Things change when you Face death. Life after that has a different meaning when you put the right prospective in place. I found that what I owned meager as it was, I wanted to give it all away.
I remember one night I had a dream I was standing next to Jesus on an Island. I asked if we were going to be hit by the waves. And He assured me that we were safe. The ocean was brewing. I did not know the significance of that dream other than it may mean what it implied. A few weeks later I had another dream where I was standing in crystal clear water flowing down from a hill that looked like a street. I did not see the source of where the water came from. I had on the whitest and most comfortable shoes ever. To my left was an unknown voice asking if I was afraid of the water. I replied no, because I loved the water. I was told that sometimes the water would rise. I said it's okay because I'm not afraid, I Love the Water. It wasn't until much later that I was prompted to read Revelations. Where, in chapter 22 I read about the River of Life. I sat there stunned; going wow there's my dream. And I continued with the questions why. I was having a hard time accepting because my error and divorce was not in with God's Laws, yet I was forgiven. So it was also up to me to forgive myself too.
One day I was outside and it was warm, I remember asking the Father for a breeze to relieve the warmth, but also asking Him as a way of letting me know He is near me. I asked that should I feel a breeze lightly touching me I would know of His Love.
One day in May I took several pictures; on one of them I could see a Beautiful Lady. My first thought was she looks just like Our Lady of LaSalette.