My Journey of Faith

How does one tell of an incredible journey? That's where I come in. To relate a story of truth of God's Love. My name is Bernice and I live in Ludlow, Mass. I was married and am now divorced. I am Catholic. Almost ten years ago my ex husband and I were at a Church in Ludlow when during Mass I saw an Angel step out from behind a Statue of an Angel on the Altar. I asked my ex if he saw this and he did not. This was the start of my Journey.
I committed an error during my marriage by going to another person. I ended my marriage, because I thought I was with the right person. At the beginning of this relationship things started to happen that I had no clue as to why, other than the usual thinking, soul mate, etc. One day I was walking down the hallway in my home when I was hit by a spiritual 2 by 4 so hard I almost fell on the floor. After that for a few days I would recall things in my life that would have me on the floor crying.
During this relationship I stopped going to Church because I was seeing a married man and I also was divorced. But I also kept God as my closest friend and comfort.
One night I cried from the depths of my Soul asking God's forgiveness. I heard interiorly His forgiveness but I also heard the Blessed Mother ask me to do the Rosary for World Peace. I had a hard time taking this in because I was told to question when things are heard or seen to seek whether it's from good or evil, which in my case I questioned alot. I remember there were two times I felt a ring on my finger when there wasn't one. I used to think it had to do with the guy I was seeing and it being right. I had no clue the meaning was part of God's Mysterious Plan in my life.