Presence of God

I remember I was starting to look things up when interiorly I heard the word Cistercian. I feel like the dumbest catholic out there because I had no idea what a Cistercian was. At first I thought it was my sister and her son. I ruled that out because when I looked the word up, that's where I came across Saint Josephs Abbey in Spencer. I started to go there to be alone without any noise from others. To understand better what the Lord is asking of me. While I was there I also found Literature to read which helped develop my interior faith.
Attending Mass I found is a Joy. The Mass is so beautiful when it's said from the Heart. The Graces we receive when we pray as a unit, offering Our Prayers in One Voice. The Mass is awesome. God's gift to us, just as the Eucharist is the very real Presence of Our Lord. So real in fact that when I receive Him in communion it becomes real flesh at times.
By now Easter was coming and the Chapel was going to be closed for Holy Week. That was hard for me because I could not see His Image. I was happy that finally when Monday arrived I could go and adore My Lord. I was surprised when I entered the room as I could see a Lamb on the Host. It was so vivid and bright from the back of the Chapel. I thought they replace the Image with one that was embossed. For a week I cried until one day I finally asked my family to please take a look. They did not see anything. It didn't dawn on me that God was pointing Himself out by saying hey look here I Am. At the end of the week the lady asked if I was coming to the Divine Mercy Sunday, I said yes I was and I said they took Him away and replaced Him with one with a Lamb. I took pictures of this Image too, because every time I looked at the lamb He was moving. So I wondered how that Image was embossed and yet alive. On one of the pictures shows a Man behind the Lamb. In one of the other pictures the Lambs face is turned straight looking directly at us, and in the Body is a Face of Jesus looking as if from the Cross.